helpless...is what i feel

when i want to fly

and time tied wings

struggling failing

failing forgetting

reviving reliving

rejuvenating

lost found

gave up

risen high

all i go through

all i fight

heading towards a new flight

future keeps me going

smile is what i say

oh dear the world is not enough

hassles are more to come

strong is what we ought to be sure of

i dream when u near when u far

when you in my arms

for God is great

believe in him for

"both the two of US"

let us tag each other along

to soar new heights

but what i am struggling now

is missing 'US'

with tied wings...

so helpless

so restless

hidden

pearl in the shell

at rest in her well

seen at peace and poise

hiding the reality

she lies over that unrest

the unrest  gone numb

resting alone

with the unrest

living in the shell

yet at the edge

living the extremes

body one

struggling to survive

struggling to breathe

yet she rests

respires - perspires

rests over the unrest

balancing at the edge

balancing with a hope

for the 'final equilibrium'

suffocating and choking 

in the quest of poise

sun rays glare her eye

winds make her lips dry

and eyes wet

darkness and aloofness

killing her morale

yet she ______

perspires and respires

in the unrest calmly she rests

wherein_______

seconds span  minutes

days have split into hours

hopes to prayers 

and

beliefs to faiths

introspecting - procrastinating

she rests alone

wondering the road she's trailing

if at all there is an end

or

just a phase it is

handful storms

painful strokes

moments of dilemmas

splitting her into "two"

what is she suppose to do ?

resting over unrest 

resting alone _____________.