helpless...is what i feel

when i want to fly

and time tied wings

struggling failing

failing forgetting

reviving reliving

rejuvenating

lost found

gave up

risen high

all i go through

all i fight

heading towards a new flight

future keeps me going

smile is what i say

oh dear the world is not enough

hassles are more to come

strong is what we ought to be sure of

i dream when u near when u far

when you in my arms

for God is great

believe in him for

"both the two of US"

let us tag each other along

to soar new heights

but what i am struggling now

is missing 'US'

with tied wings...

so helpless

so restless

hidden

pearl in the shell

at rest in her well

seen at peace and poise

hiding the reality

she lies over that unrest

the unrest  gone numb

resting alone

with the unrest

living in the shell

yet at the edge

living the extremes

body one

struggling to survive

struggling to breathe

yet she rests

respires - perspires

rests over the unrest

balancing at the edge

balancing with a hope

for the 'final equilibrium'

suffocating and choking 

in the quest of poise

sun rays glare her eye

winds make her lips dry

and eyes wet

darkness and aloofness

killing her morale

yet she ______

perspires and respires

in the unrest calmly she rests

wherein_______

seconds span  minutes

days have split into hours

hopes to prayers 

and

beliefs to faiths

introspecting - procrastinating

she rests alone

wondering the road she's trailing

if at all there is an end

or

just a phase it is

handful storms

painful strokes

moments of dilemmas

splitting her into "two"

what is she suppose to do ?

resting over unrest 

resting alone _____________.

No ones - Ours

We fall – we cry

We fail – we try

Crying together

Tears we gather

Tasting each drop

Venting all of it out

Taste we the pain

And strength we gain

We rise – we shine

Forgetting all

We begin afresh

Fault no ones

Fault all mine

Fault all yours

Fault all ours

You calm breeze

Me turbulent sea

A cool fresh dew

Pure you

I begin

We end

A new day

A new beginning

A big smile

To a new win

Surrender____.

I fall i rise

I beg i cry

I feel sorry

And i apologise

Ruining my day

Bothering his nights

Doing no good

Inviting only pain

Understand I all

Yet no actions

Nothing at all

Anger is what?

A cause for the loss

The loss of days

The times and the moments

The love and care

I know it all

But actions

Nothing at all

And i just appal

Help me please

Here i surrender

To my rage

In some way

Suffocating alone

In this quagmire

Where i am stuck

Since i was born

It seems

You not near

I so far

Missing it all

Loosing even now

Know I, I am wrong

But then again

What to do

I know not

Lost and confused

Surrendered and dejected

Sit i here alone

Blaming the self

Inciting pain

Punishing, tormenting

Disoriented and lost.

Help me please

Here i surrender

To my rage

In some way

‘….NOT’

Unsorted mind

Complicating the sorted

Disturbed soul

Ruining the pacified

Leave and disown

You have the right

Worth nothing

Is this stone

You’ve been a victim

You’ve been shaken

Kill me

Drown me in those waters

Till I breathe my last

Make me meet Death

I loose today

All rights

All rights to live

To breathe

and

to survive

Worth nothing

Can grant no bliss

No happiness

Selfish as one can be

Obsessed with the self

Drown me

Pinch me to death

Kill me

In thy arms

But

Let me not there

Breathe my breath last

I am worth nothing

I deserve it not

aadiii's lines.........

i love you
less i know
more i feel
tried my luck
but all the same
tried to show
but donno how
i love you
so is all i say
i shall walk
all those ways
right and left
up and down
swear and God
we can be strong
we will be strong

“OURS”

I was mine

You were yours

Now you are mine

I am yours

Living the ours

Living are we

A life we believed in

In a world we dreamed

Of a life to lead

Together as WE

Forever as US

Eternally OURS


aadii addition...
Life is beautiful as You see it
Life is Precious is what I Feel it
Distant Pasts & Near Future
Oh My Beloved
Forever as Us
Eternally Ours

To my Beloved

One Night…..

An end to another month

Nearing the new life

Ready on my toes

To get set and go

Rising from the north

Living the south ways

The colour of white

The purity of being

The white – a being

Composed of seven

The colours of variety

A variety in colours

Standing alone

Bold and bright

Each in its own

Making white bold

Making being bright

Shades of white

Unveiled one night

When I met you,

You- pure as white

Me- bold and bright

One shade me

Another shade you

Alike as we are

Yet different

With the same difference

PS: ahapppppiiiieeeee buddday aaadiiii.......muahhhh!!!!

Together.....miles away

Miss You.....
When i've not even been close...
When i've not even spent,

Those times...those moments.

But then i miss what.....
I know not.....

I care no more

For you are there
So far.....yet

So CLOSE

Distances bring me closer...
Fights deepen the touch n feel...
I say --------

“I LOVE YOU....”
n you are here

In my arms
Panting out of joy

I feel so fresh

I feel so close

Panting.....Resting

Snuggling.....Giggling

Whispering.....Screaming

With smiling lids garnishing

The silence Loud

Oh, here I realise

These are just verbs

For adjectives are WE...!!!

Just to realize

We no more MISS a thing
WE together, miles away

So far.....yet

So CLOSE

Where i would walk

Two steps behind...
Singing...

“Oh! I LOVE YOU....

and I  

CARE....”

p.s. - sketch by aadiii......another joint venture

No words…..

Easy it is

Easier it was

To wrap them up

To fly

Yet be grounded.

For they were

An assumption

An aspiration

But here i stand

With a difference

A twist – a reality.

Lyrics that once

Sounded just words

Living them today

Here I stand

Not alone

But empty handed.

Falling short of words

Letters – lyrics

To string and sing

Here I stand

The ‘happily‘ fucked poet.

Just Flew By…

Heard i

Someone say…

What if

Death just flew by?

How would you know?

In the deafening silence

Amidst the whispering sounds

That death just flew by.

It’s just a sign

Of an unfinished business.

Just a sigh

Of a long forgotten relief.

Fulfilling desires

Answering hopes

Forgetting the self

Following the signs

But then why, sigh?

I got no answer

I got no reply.

 Believing in God

Trusting destiny

Stand I alone

To serve, to please

To render or suffice.

Yet with a flashing hope

Alike the first crackle

from an innocent womb….

And now again,

Am I the Fucked Poet….

Hearing someone’s last Few Words,
what if i go while standing next to you...
To make you realize...

"DEATH..... JUST FLEW BY YOU"

Or

“HAPPINESS WALKED OVER YOU…”

PS : thanks a tonne to Adarsh......one more feather to his Cap :)...cheers...!!!

yes.... I AM THE "FUCKED POET"

Understated

In a used car lot……..

We fucked _________!!!

In blissful moment.

A million times…

A statement understated

An action……

Underestimated.

I loved it

Ready to relive

A million times

The bliss…..that moment.

Bliss ---- I called it

Heaven ---- some called it.

Morning awaited

Night to revive

All of it just…..

UNDERSTATED !!!

and I still got fucked in the used car lot….!!!

[one of the first poems by Adarsh....cheers !!!!]