Life taking its own course…….time taking its own route……driving Life and driving her, when suddenly she decided to change and she knew she could, foreseen already what it would be like.
So there she began, made up her mind…made herself strong…..packed her bags….and just hit the road, leaving everything way back.
So strong…..so confident…..so positive….so adamant to be nothing but happy she pulled the gears, raised and accelerated her car. What a beautiful journey ……what an adventurous drive….tasting every aspect she EVER aspired…dreamt….wished…cherished…to have not once but for good to be a part of her being…her life.
A journey though good to begin with…….engulfing each emotion……every commotion…..complexities…drama….bitter sweet moments….tides and ebbs……everything everything…..that she had foreseen and even more that she could ever dream off.
She drove incessantly without losing the spirit that she had generated. The journey full of tears…..sorrows…began……missing…..weeping…..but the spirits she gathered again and decided to change …..just the way she had decided…..time that she changed for herself….life that she began carving out of each of those seconds.
Pure selfishness at its power for a change making all the involved beings an individual and making them rediscover themselves……so sunny those days….so cloudy those evenings…….so warm those sleeps.....in the cold nights……so colourful the clouds…so GrEEn….that life……
The car running with time in a different fashion……so lost in her happiness……she forgot that everything runs on some energy……and that she was exhausting too…….but just alike others she too completely ignorant or lost to the facts kept the zeal and excitement at their peak.
Just then the journey halted….for the car ditched…since she was cold towards it. The poor body ran out of fuel……and now she stuck with her on a lonely road…….
Trying to enjoy the bare mountains….she now sketches in the sand…...dances with the dried twigs…..she is forcing happiness……many days……few months….living without laughter…chuckle warmth…..a feeling of belonging…..she now learning……
To make the river her friends……who has a life very similar to hers……and back to SQUARE ONE…… she decides to change but just with a difference that this time she is failing to foresee……it’s a lot more effort….a lot more pain……a lot more…..of many things she still is blinded to…!!!!!
