Surrender____.

I fall i rise

I beg i cry

I feel sorry

And i apologise

Ruining my day

Bothering his nights

Doing no good

Inviting only pain

Understand I all

Yet no actions

Nothing at all

Anger is what?

A cause for the loss

The loss of days

The times and the moments

The love and care

I know it all

But actions

Nothing at all

And i just appal

Help me please

Here i surrender

To my rage

In some way

Suffocating alone

In this quagmire

Where i am stuck

Since i was born

It seems

You not near

I so far

Missing it all

Loosing even now

Know I, I am wrong

But then again

What to do

I know not

Lost and confused

Surrendered and dejected

Sit i here alone

Blaming the self

Inciting pain

Punishing, tormenting

Disoriented and lost.

Help me please

Here i surrender

To my rage

In some way